[Intro: $abian baby]
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
[Verse I: IamBLAIZE]
Starts with the rope around my neck
Standing on a chair and there’s nobody there to stop me
I don’t give a fuck kick the motherfucker out from beneath my feet and start dying
I’m sick of all the fucking crying
I’m sick of always feeling tired
I’m sick of always being violent
I’m sick and tired of being stuck inside my house everyday trying to fight it
Try to combat my depression with some herbal medicine
But my mind stays grim
I’m sick and can’t swim start to drown in a puddle full of sins
The devil’s my friend and I’m giving it up
I don’t wanna live so I’m hanging it up
The devil’s my friend and I’m giving it up
I don’t wanna live so I’m hanging it up
Talk about myself right now
And I’m [?] the fuck out
And I just wanna run from the crowd
I just wanna hide inside my home
Rot and die alone
Gotta be a better way than a fucking shot through the dome
And I’m dying
Mommas crying
Send her flowers let her know that I love her
Baby boys gonna be ok
Then I’m gone
Close my eyes laying awake
And my souls to the devil for the taking
Never gonna make it
Never gonna fake it
Never been good enough
That's why I hate it
That's why I stay faded on the daily
Trying to forget this bullshit lately
Never gonna make it
Never gonna fake it
Never been good enough
That's why I hate it
That's why I stay faded on the daily
Trying to forget this bullshit lately
And I’m gone
[Hook: $abian baby]
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
[Verse II: IamBLAIZE]
Boom, now I’m gone
And I wonder what the worlds gonna be like now
Do my loved ones understand that I’m sorry
I made the wrong decisions and I wanna cry out
I shoulda got help when I had the fucking chance
Now I put my feelings down with this pen
It’s too late to save me I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry
Will you please forgive me?
But I’m still gone
Can’t hear me from the underground
Wish I hadn't pulled the trigger now, woah
Can’t hear me from the underground
Wish I hadn't pulled the trigger now, woah
Can’t hear me from the underground
Wish I hadn't pulled the trigger now, woah
Can’t hear me from the underground
Gotta find a better way to deal with this shit
Sick and tired of feeling like this
Depression is a bitch
Suicidal shit, anxiety is on the fritz
And my mind has gone to shit
Gotta find a better way to deal with this shit
Sick and tired of feeling like this
Depression is a bitch
Suicidal shit, anxiety is on the fritz
And my mind has gone to shit
And I’m never gonna make it
Never gonna fake it
Never been good enough
That's why I hate it
That's why I stay faded on the daily
Trying to forget this bullshit lately
Never gonna make it
Never gonna fake it
Never been good enough
That's why I hate it
That's why I stay faded on the daily
Trying to forget this bullshit lately
And I’m gone
[Outro: $abian baby]
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey
Everything is so fucking grey
Is so fucking grey
So fucking grey