Gray.

What, is the meaning of soup?
What, I don't know?
What is the meaning of spoon?
Shoot, man are you still lady sad about flame princess? You know it’s okay if you are
Nah, that's all fine. I've just been feeling gray is all. Like my inside voice has been kinda quiet lately, not a lot of instructions forthcoming ya’know?

Baby I might just crash
Sir what you heard, heard a n**** down bad
(Goddamn)
Room feel real real sad, wet hit the curb like a bathroom mat
Damn, I just need a kick and a snare, I just need a kick and a snare
I just need a kick and a snare, I just need a kick and a snare

Lowkey fucking with me
Crazy how I went from wasting these beats to making more hits than my mom with a B-E-L-T
Nose of a dog that can smell [?]
Like the mu'fuckin key
Sick of seeing of seein love
Sick of n***** wanting feats
Sick of n***** lessons, n***** always wanna teach
Wе all die broke and it don't mean shit to livе free

I've been christening on everything and this shit is killing me
Making hella music but this shit ain't sounding real to me
How I'm gonna say I'm making hits after hits and I get up in the stu' just to miss
I don’t get it
I don’t know my sound, I don't know where I’m headed
Garenz in Atlanta other brother diabetic
Both my mothers hit me and I'm hating that I said it
Trauma kickin in man this shit is just a headache

I can't share how I really feel
Cause if I really did it would really get me killed
I really really can't but one day I really really will
When I’m out this house and I get a hundred mil

I just need a kick and a snare, I just need a kick and a snare
I just need a kick and a snare, I just need a kick and a snare

XIX they fuckin with me
So it's more pressure to keep up the heat
Can't disappoint, Can't just be me
Things that I drop must be better than me

DNB tape out in a few weeks
Waitin on feats, yeah I'm waitin on feats
I'm gettin panicked so I'm trynna rush things
Foot in the mud hopin that I don't sink

Yeah you couldn't know what this means to me
When I thought I could make at 16
I'm a small little kid with a big dream
Cliché, yeah but I know that it's different

Home was a bitch and real life is a n****
Gettin beat down by a kid that was bigger
30 years old and your op is like 10
How the hell how you lookin at the woman in your mirror
I can't even see myself, wouldn't wanna be my help
Man these dreams I fell, woke up deep in hell

I just need a kick, I just need a kick
I just need a kick, I just need a kick
I don't need shit, I don't need shit
I don't need shit, I don't need shit