GRAY AURA

[Verse 1]
My Aura feels like dark gray all this morning
It's like 4PM, and I'm still yawning
You don't know bout pain til ya feel your heart break
Jaw drop, blood runs cold, too tough to concentrate
I Crossed paths with snakes so lately, I don't conversate
Devils running rampant so I gotta put on my monster face
You're at the top but rabbits are the ones that lost the race
I'm a teenwolf, grit my teeth, then grin like everything's okay
I'm a fuckin monster
But I can't stand imposters
It's hard to be around social groups cuz I've never been in one before until like 4 yrs proper
I'm kinda like my father
I keep to myself, fuck anyone whose a bother
Like, you make me feel bad, made my face red as lobster
Fuck around, make you scream like we're jumping at a concert
Grew up in a broken home, I used to crack foundation like a bomber

[Hook]
Put myself together because I can't crash out again
I Feel Lovely with company but like shit without my friends
Everything's been moving fast, I can barely stand
I beat my problems now I run As fast as i can

[Verse 2]
We had to move away from home cuz I couldn't keep my cool
Altercations everyday, paid attention to no school
Infatuated with the blood running cold, made me feel so cool
Then I Broke my mom's heart three years ago, I'm a fool
I keep making the same mistakes, It's like I'll never learn
Put me into NeverLand, I can't stop thinking bout my turn
Life is a home but Karma is a realtor
You get what you give and I'm not even here for her
I put my faith in God and this music, hope this shit'll work
I was treated like dirt, so I put my demons in the dirt
Skeletons in my closet being emptied in the Earth
In love with notes and keys, I swear that this 808's my thirst
What's going on right now is terrible but I've been through worst
Overwhelmed with the thoughts of things happening, I dont wanna burst
Create an outburst twice a year and best believe that it hurts
But I'll always try to become a better me and put myself first

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
My ****** used to sell drugs and ****** are just thugs
While I'm stuck chasing dreams, now I think i'm inside of one
And I don't want much besides money and to be loved
And I just feel like that, I don't get enough
I feel fuckin nauseous when I'm alone with my thoughts
Do everything in secret, I'd hate to be locked inside that box
No matter what I say, she's still worrying herself
I lost all trust, fuck, I just blame myself

[Bridge]
I'm just so used to it
Feel like the new student
Relapse, can't help but feel stupid
Keep my thoughts away, they're all putrid

[Hook]