Grateful (Always Somethin’)

[Verse 1]
I'm in the back room
Drunk from the Gin and juice
I feel dead in my living room
Darkness is what's ahead of me
Karma, my passion killing me
I need help, where the therapy?
Run but problems are getting me
[?] where my roots [?]
Brick wall, I break through
Catch me jumped off the top flo'
Who's that person? I'm not sho'
Dead my cell phone, it turned off
Hop in a black car and swerve off
Sliding a black card, I'm maxed out
I get lasted and cash out
All in, fall through, we assed out
Big check, I called you and passed out

[Hook]
Death row but the rent do
(Man it feels like it's always something)
Not one but I got two
(Man it feels like it's always something)
I need a job but the gas low
(Man it feels like it's always something)
When you fix one thing like why add mo'
(Man it feels like it's always something)

[Verse 2]
I hear, this pain I heard of
I fear, true brings and murda'
I steer clear of the bullshit
I live right by the pulpit
I spend days as a lost soul
My friends, high school, I lost those
My heart filled with the sadness
My mind filled with the madness
Liver filled up with the whisky
Tears run, filled up with envy
I hate the version that could be
My fate it ain't where it should be
My faith is predetermined
My face wrinkled from worry
Help me save me from myself
Black nine, off safety on my shelf

[Hook]
Death row but the rent do
(Man it feels like it's always something)
Not one but I got two
(Man it feels like it's always something)
I need a job but the gas low
(Man it feels like it's always something)
When you fix one thing like why add mo'
(Man it feels like it's always something)

[Bridge]
It's hard to see the good with the lights out
Hard to roll the good with the lights out
Hard to pull a bitch with the lights out
I'mma have to turn this shit around right now

[Verse 3]
Repent, wash all my bad sins
Fo'give, but I'm bad at asking
I tried, spoke with the deacon
Help my folks on the weekend
Go hard, this from the bottom
Go rise, shatter my conscience
I lied, child into adult
Second chances for addicts
I am bigger than problems
I cannot begin to solve 'em
If I'm blind, self image is fucked
Then I saw God, damn I lucked up

[Hook]
Death row but the rent do
(Man it feels like it's always something)
Not one but I got two
(Man it feels like it's always something)
I need a job but the gas low
(Man it feels like it's always something)
When you fix one thing like why add mo'
(Man it feels like it's always something)

[Outro]
It's hard to see the good with the lights out
Hard to roll the good with the lights out
Hard to pull a bitch with the lights out
I'mma have to turn this shit around right now
It's hard to see the good with the lights out
Hard to roll the good with the lights out
Hard to pull a bitch with the lights out
I'mma have to turn this shit around right now
Grateful