Grand Closing

[Verse 1]
Walking near the water
I can see the very spot you said you would
Then you got drunk and all our friends
Said "don't you dare fuck this up"

[Chorus]
So this is how it goes
And this is how I walk now
This is how the weight feels
Will I ever sleep well?

[Verse 2]
In a perfect world we'd be in jeans
We'd be in T-shirts, be in love
If I cared enough, I’d be distraught
Like I used to be, like I always was

[Chorus]
So this is how it goes
So this is how I walk now
So this is how you fade out
And this is how you sleep well

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
So this is how it goes
And this is how I walk out
Some things will never heal well
Some things I can't remember

So this is how it feels
And this is how you fade out
So happy fuckin' new year
We're alive but I want back my life, the years, the hope