Grace

Is it too late to realize
By grace I survived
In this body so confined
I can hardly breathe inside my skin

Locked away by my hands
Not to say regret it all but regret it all
I know I should be glad that I took the fall
Said it's not my fault

Went from walking thin lines into deep dives
Went from locking myself inside into spotlights
Went from being ostracized into that guy
Surely I'll be fine

I can't expect to make it out alive
Through desperate measures costing
Sanity and violence
Tragedy and timeless

Resentment from the time when
I chose closure over patience
Vices for medication
For souless aspiration

Why must I suffer just to be fine
Maybe in another life
Maybe you and I-
Can break away
Learn to love today
From all of this worlds nonsense

Is it too late to realize
By grace I survived
In this body so confined
I can hardly breathe inside my skin

Locked away by my hands
Not to say regret it all but regret it
I know I should be glad that I took the fall
Said it's not my fault

Went from walking thin lines into deep dives
Went from locking myself inside into spotlights
Went from being ostracized into that guy
Surely I'll be fine