Got To Be

I thought I've seen it all, I can't imagine why
But I never had to listen and I never had to try
I don't remember how I got this way
But I just can't seem to make anything go right now

What have I got to be?
What have I got to do?
What do you want from me?
What does it mean to you?

I know I let you down, it just turned out that way
But I can't think about tomorrow 'cause I'm just getting through today
I don't remember how I got this far
But I just can't seem to make anything go right now

I never thought that I would want to turn away
From all the things I tried so hard to get but trust me when I say
You have made me into who I am
And I just can't seem to face myself anymore now