Got A Habit Now

Got a habit now
What started as here and there
Is daily now
And I know that it isn't fair
But I'm flying now
Yeah I'm flying now
I'm a pilot now
But I'm not that good with machines
Cuz my aeroplane
It's falling apart at the seems
Think I'm coming down
Yeah I'm coming down
I'm erasing the part that's painful
I'm leaving it out on the table
Whenever I drink I forget to think
I just push and push 'til I reach the brink
I'm spitting out a mouthful
With no thought to what is tasteful
I'm sorry it took alcohol
For me to finally say it all
Got a habit now
And I'm not sure I'm gonna stop
Cuz I'm speaking out
In ways I can't when I'm not shot
Guess I'm villian now
I'm the villian now
I'm erasing the part that's painful
I'm leaving it out on the table
Whenever I drink I forget to think
I just push and push 'til I reach the brink
I'm spitting out a mouthful
With no thought to what is tasteful
I'm sorry it took alcohol
For me to finally say it all
Think I'm coming down
Think I'm coming down