Googly Eyes

Why did you leave me to myself
You know my thoughts they come from hell
It's like you wanted me to sit there stewing
In the self induced perception people had me accepting
The ugly parts of my head

You left me there
On my bathroom floor
Wishing I could offer more
To the emptiness your eyes had to offer me

If I was broken you couldn't be whole
And I'm sorry I put you through that
But you promised to love me despite what was wrong
And when things got tough and you left
It was a lot fucking harder to forget

Why did you leave me all alone
You know I have no self control
My mother doesn't even know her daughter's address
My brain hasn't made progress
I'm the poster child for abuse

Slip my heart beneath the door
I'll sit here waiting on the floor
Those eyes have always haunted me, that it seems

If I was broken then you could be whole
And I'm sorry I put you through that
But you promised to love me despite what was wrong
And when things got tough you left
It was a lot fucking harder to forget

Now I've shattered my phone
I've no solid home for the past six months or so
Now I'll swallow my tears
Your voice is ringing my ears
Been longing for your touch and that's my fear