Goodorbad

How you feeling
How things been

[Hook: Shwabadi]
It ain't good or bad
I ain't feeling either way
If they run up on me when I'm like this
I might die today
Huh, huh, yeah I might die today
If it makes it easier
I'd prolly throw my life away
It ain't good or bad
I ain't feeling either way
If they run up on me when I'm like this
I might die today
Huh, huh, yeah I might die today
If it makes it easier
I'd prolly throw my life away

[Verse 1: Shwabadi]
It ain't good or bad
I ain't happy, but I'm never fucking sad
Check the luck I've had
Selling merch out of a duffle bag
Spent a couple racks and brought a dozen back
Why my bucket list feel like bucket tasks
Can't get comfy, had to up and dash
See I thought I made it but thе bubble crashed
Though my mental bеtter if my momma asks
If my cousins asks, tell them I'mma go viral
Mind makes me dip in and out of that spiral
Diagnosis, I'm not suicidal
But I gotta start taking better care of my vitals
Don't matter who sidles or saddles
They're riders, they sit while I paddle
My mind may be addled
The caffeine ain't hitting
The fit that I got on me liquid, I'm dripping
I'm Scotty, no Pippen
I mean that I'm beaming
I got all this cheddar of course I've been cheesing
The public gon see what I want them to see
Why the fuck you think I've hardly been streaming
The comments demeaning, I thought I had thick skin
Free engagement, right? Win win
Not designed for this shit
Thinking how long to wait before it kicks in?

[Hook: Shwabadi]
It ain't good or bad
I ain't feeling either way
If they run up on me when I'm like this
I might die today
Huh, huh, yeah I might die today
If it makes it easier
I'd prolly throw my life away
It ain't good or bad
I ain't feeling either way
If they run up on me when I'm like this
I might die today
Huh, huh, yeah I might die today
If it makes it easier
I'd prolly throw my life away

[Verse 2: JHBBOSS]
I done went through the shifts that my life had brought and I came down once
All of these milestones that I brought home and still feel like none
Been made green, I ain't worried about funds
Fakes stayed in the past and at last I won
Stayed on my old town road like Nas
Know the world been ours you can't tell me nun
Couldn't compete in the race that I ran
And the hurdles im jumping can't even get up wit it
Follow the blues what I did for the plan
While I pray to the man bout theis pain that I'm stomaching
Suffering wondering when winning starts
But I kept up the pace wit despair my heart
More than happy I played all my parts
Now I'm cast in the scenes as the best wit the arts
I'm like Yuta you know I'm chosen
Working hard wit a heart that stay frozen
Cold below zero, still I had motion
Breaking bad in the lab I made potions
Hardest workin wit all devotion
Took all the shots when I was wide open
I see the vision and folks steady hating like I didn't notice
Now I'm way too far
Did what I did and I played my part
Gave my soul and I gave my heart
Now I got gold fangs in the mouth like Mark
Hands up if you played yo part through the good and bad and you made your mark
Hands up if you played yo part through the good and bad and you made your mark