Goodbye Party

I wish that I never met you
'Cause I wouldn't have to say goodbye

The first time that I ever met you
I should've stayed at home that night

Three years of fighting the tension
To get your attention off my mind

Sorry, got your invitation
Thought it would be best to not reply

'Cause when you told me New York stole your heart
It broke mine

I ignored your text when you said you were leaving
Cause I can't show up and reverse all this healing
So don't kiss me now, I'm just here to say sorry
I love you enough not to come to your goodbye party

My hands tracing your body
My day old coffee, your night stand

Selfish, maybe it's selfish
I'd cancel your flight, I'd change your plans

'Cause I know I need you more than New York ever will

I ignored your text when you said you were leaving
'Cause I can't show up and reverse all this healing
So don't kiss me now, I'm just here to say sorry
I love you enough not to come to your goodbye party

Watching you leave, you know it ain't easy
It's not about me, but I want you to need me
Yeah watching you leave, you know it ain't easy
It's not about me, but I want you to need me

I ignored your text when you said you were leaving
'Cause I can't show up and reverse all this healing
Don't kiss me now, I'm just here to say sorry
I love you enough not to come to your goodbye party

Watching you leave, you know it ain't easy
It's not about me, but I want you to need me
Yeah watching you leave, you know it ain't easy
It's not about me, but I want you to need me