A break up track I wrote to my ex girlfriend of six year’s who cheated on me and left me for a guy ten year’s Younger Then me. The calm before the storm as I say.
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Chorus:
I cross my heart and hope to die, Ya
I will love you all my life, Ya
If the whole world would end
I'd love you to infinity
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Verse 1:
I gave you my heart\ But you just tore it apart./
You watched my world turn dark\ but you will never see me break./
I just don't know how much more\ of this I can take/
It hurts like hell to know\ that our love was fake/
I'll put on this brave face\ just for our kids sake/
We'll get outta this place,\ I promise no matter what it will take/
God can you forgive me\ for all of my mistakes/
I'm just going through a bad phase\ cause I fell from grace /
As No one understands the pain\ that hides behind my face/
Or the devil in my brain\ This isn't just a phase/
I close my eyes all I see your pretty freckled face/
And shortly after a pain\ I begin to embrace/
Thank's to you though Love is something I will never chase
It just hurts to know I was that easy to replace/
Cause to me your a memory That I can't erase/
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Chorus:
I cross my heart and hope to die, Ya
I will love you all my life, Ya
If the whole world would end
I'd love you to infinity
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Verse 2:
You ever feel like a curse?/ wishin it would reverse/
It's how I Feel writing every rap in every verse/
What you did wasn't fair I can't even repair
Stuck in a nightmare all cause you made love a sin
As you rub in my face how much you love him/
& i'm a disgrace Good,/then go be with him/
It's sad how this hate took our love's place
Besides our kid's it's all we have left to share/
I never said i was a saint but a bad dad I ain't
I'm an artist who paints even if its not faint
This is what i was delt to cope with how I felt/
It's to late to escape, to defy my fate/
I'm stuck with this hate, feeling locked in a gate/
I had to write this song cause you done me so wrong/
No matter how fast I run i'm stuck in last place\
With your demons quick to chase./
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Chorus:
I cross my heart and hope to die, Ya
I will love you all my life, Ya
If the whole world would end
I'd love you to infinity
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Verse 3:
Dear lord please hear me as I pray\ And listen to what I have to say./
My life it wasn't fair and My sins I'll bare I don't care\
And I know what's at stake, My heart is your's to take/
Just give her a break, a life worth calling great
Besides here with me and my hate, set her free
Even if it means leaving me.... let's call it fate
I see it on her face, the feeling's she can't erase/
Take her from this place, and let her find her grace/
And for me i'll disappear vanishing without a trace/
Taking this devil's hand leading me back to a dark place/
Saying I gotta face issue's I rather not face./
See this is how I know I cared way before I hated you/
Didn't know getting over was this rough./
Now I wish I never met you just to Forget you/
"Was it all for pretend? Even way back when I was your best friend/
I thought our friendship would never end
But ya left me behind. I guess it was all in my mind./
You got inside my head. and broke my heart til it was dead./
I can't believe I fell for your lies.\ As I open my eyes\
I see you're just a devil in disguise, leadin' me to my demise/
So I guess it’s time for us to part our ways\ and say goodbye/"
GoodBye was written by Young.
GoodBye was produced by Breathtaking Beats.