Good Intentions

The lack of sleep keeps me awake
I did nothing wrong, it’s my mistake
Good intentions in my mind
I know I fucked up all the time
Still remember your eyes smiling fake for me
I did not understand, you were too blind to see
I hope you get what I do, because I don’t
It’s just youth I guess, are we already old?

And I whisper to myself
I’m a good guy
I’m a good guy
But am I?

The lack of sleep keeps me awake
I did nothing wrong it’s my mistake
Good intentions in my mind
I know I fucked up all the time
Now I’m too scared to take the first step
Pull myself together and walk back
Overtaken by my past
My good intentions messed up at last