Gonna Love Me

[Intro]
I’m staying
I’m staying
Ooooooooh, you’re gonna love me

[Verse]
Yeah, too much chatting and now these boys want action
Heart dark like Pepsi, head spinning like Michael Jackson
Had to slow down on that trap shit, feds watching my taxes
I’m just glad that we can talk and discuss all that shit that happened
No time for the backstabbing and tit-for-tatting
I just spill my soul, give it to Jon, and he work his magic
I’ve seen all my friends accomplish things that you wouldn’t fathom
I watched Veli put his head down and go triple platinum
I was taking acid trips, trying to escape the madness
At a certain point I contemplated ‘bout quitting rapping
Felt like I was giving shit my all with no satisfaction
When shit starting hitting the fan it felt like a chain reaction
Can’t heal this pain with rocks and crystals, I got bigger issues
Covid made my homie lose his pension, he picked up his pistol
Last time I picked up mine I had it pressed against my temple
Tell me, what’s the point in building credit when you got credentials?
But all the clout in the world won’t bring back the ones you love
Prayer and meditation don’t sound as lit as the club
And all of them long talks don’t feel as good as the drugs
I really wish that my heart didn’t hurt this way but it does
And you will never understand the things I gotta deal with
Calling me a fake nigga, guess that make you a real bitch
Espolon fucking with my dome, and I don’t feel shit
I hate the extra baggage that always comes with a guilt trip
Yeah
I’ma meet you in the A, can’t let you get away
Can’t let another nigga tell you all the things I didn’t say
All the things I should’ve did, know one day you’ll make it big
Know it be like that sometimes, but ain’t got be the way it is
Yeah, uh
One last shot to give it everything that I got
The past is not the present, the old me’s in a box
The spirit is in my music, the power is in the locs
There’s answers in that Patron, there’s spirits in that Ciroc
The killer’s on Wall Street, there’s geniuses on the block
That’s all I got–

[Outro]
Ehhhh, and I’m telling you
Ehhhh, I’m not going
I’m staying
I’m staying
Ehhhh, and you’re gonna love me
You’re gonna love me
You’re gonna love me

Ooooh, mmhmmm

You’re gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me
You’re gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me
Ooooh
Lo-lo-lo-lo-love me