Gonna Be

[Verse 1]
Today I flew back from my dream but didn't wake up
Sunset, plane touch down, it's time to get my cake up
Time to raise the stakes up, gotta go and get it
My soul's been starving constantly for things that I invested

See the people that I know now I sometimes wish I didn't
That's not a diss on them, they just don't know that I been different
Life's been something crazy, man I feel like I'm lost
What do I gotta give up, please God tell me what it's gonna cost
Before I lose myself, before I find my wealth
If not then who gon' help? I guess I'm just on my own on this path we call life
Sometimes it feels good, sometimes we do right

[Bridge]
But now I look around at my team and I ain't got no seat
Look into my heart but it ain't got no beat
I'm dead inside and I don't if I can continue this week
There's something that's gotta change before I call it quits

[Hook]
I gotta do it for me, I gotta go, gotta go
I gotta do it for you, you oughta know, oughta know
There's nothing left for me here, no bed and no sleep
So why am I still kicking 'round? I don't even know
They say that I cannot let Jonny go and oooh, yeah yeah

[Verse 2]
A lot of money lost on someone not worth my time
And a lot of time spent on someone still on my mind
I guess either way you hurt a man it turns out the same
I had the learn game, I had to balance out my pain

So I sit back and take it all in, tryna make my visions of the devil past tense
My mind been wandering off to places it's never been, it's scary
I don't know how you control me but it is very

Very, very wrong like everything that you did to me
And you should know I know the deepest secret you kept from me
But I ain't gon' expose it 'cause that's all up to you
The next guy that you're with I hope he finds out, too

See, the way you did me wrong I'll never fall for again, so I'm thankful
'Cause right now it's all about Jonathan
So I go and write the sequel, I'll go and find my equal and leave you with this
Just listen, it's how I've been feeling

I hope you stay out of town where you belong
I hope you lose all of your friends and go and die alone
I hope you never find the happiness that you been seeking
'Cause right now I'm doing me and this shit fucking leaking
I'm peaking

[Bridge]
But now I look around at my team and I ain't got no seat
Look into my heart but it ain't got no beat
I'm dead inside and I don't if I can continue this week
There's something that's gotta change before I call it quits

[Chorus]
I gotta do it for me, I gotta go, gotta go
I gotta do it for you, you oughta know, oughta know
There's nothing left for me here, no bed and no sleep
So why am I still kicking 'round? I don't even know
They say that I cannot let Jonny go and oooh, yeah yeah