Gone From Reality

[Intro]
Svnset Wave

[Verse 1: Chuckklez]
I don't know how long my life is gonna last so far
With all these emotions running me down like I just got hit by a fucking motor car
It's really hard to explain once paranoia gets the upper hand
And swallows you up out of nowhere
That, some niggas can never understand
There's nobody around to rescue me
I feel the normal ones abandoned me
That God himself has severed my wings
Leave me punished in hell for eternity
Not given a second chance to prove myself, what I'm truly fucking worth
From everything that I worked so hard to continue throughout this visible worth
Like, what's even the fucking point anymore when everything you see isn't real no more?
Niggas always be faking just to be your friend
And they use it for their advantage 'til the very end
That is why I can never trust again or believe in your words, what your bitch ass said
I'd rather be left alone in silence cuz I'm more comfortable in my own damn head
But it's also a vindictive and dangerous place
Stripping Earth ways like I'm floating in space
Losing your touch from the body and self 'til you're fully transparent without a trace
Talking to the world of the paranormal and I can't comprehend what's going on
No matter how much I try to wake up and it seems that existence I had is dead and gone

[Interlude: Chuckklez]
It's like, what is even the fucking point anymore man? No matter how much I try, no matter how much I even push hard, shit don't even fucking work. I don't say enough, I don't pray enough. Nobody will even understand. Nobody at all. Because, you know

[Chorus 1: Chuckklez]
I am gone from reality
Trapped in my mind psychologically
There's nowhere to run, no escape inside of me
I'm struggling to survive in this world of Hades
Someone help me

[Verse 2: Chuckklez]
Fucking set me free, take me out of this misery
I cannot hold much longer now, I'm slipping out of my sanity
What did I do so wrong to deserve this amount of painful fucking grief that leeches on me repeatedly?
To crumble my soul like the shattered leaves
All that it's time to do is regain back everything that I was before
So, I can finally live at peace, the torture I feel forevermore
Drowning a life in this sorrow 'til I finally feel I'm fully retrieved
If I don't see you all again, pray for me before

[Chorus 2: Chuckklez]
I am gone from reality
Lost in my mind psychologically
There's nowhere to run, no escape inside of me
A failure to survive in this world of Hades
God forgive me