Gone

[Verse 1: DOB]
Hard up far from
Come from nothing grown accustomed to all this destruction
Don't want to, but if you do I'll inside out you, S-H combustion
Save your huffin' and puffin' there's no discussion (Spontaneous)
I have a wife, but this is my lust trust
I try my hardest not to cuss, murder and rip out your guts
(Motherfucker) With a handful of your intestines
I run down the block, then flag down the cops
I don't wanna be nuts, but it feels like I'm stuck on fuckin' you up
And the bad thing is, there ain't no you, I'm just stuck
In my imagination, there's still layers of crust
I gotta break through before I can hush (Shh!)
These voices inside villainizing my mind in hindsight
(Do you hear me?) I would like to right my wrongs
But instead I'm fighting these dancing drones
Like who's in control, me or them? (We are)
I keep on scraping inside of my head 'til death comes along
In these bone-lined catacombs
All I've known is kill or run
Instinct and compulsion, instant convulsions
After I spit that acid that leave you poor bastards faces repulsive
Have I finally lost it? No
I'm just obsessive and compulsive off inside my noggin
Just talkin', staring at the wall again ([?])
The demons I can point out each and every one of them

[Chorus: Billy Obey]
I tried to fight it, I tried to stop it
But I can't understand that kind of logic
I'm gone I'm gone, and I'll never find my way (Never find my way)
I tried to fight it, I tried to stop it
But I can't understand that kind of logic
I'm gone I'm gone, and I'll never find my way (Never find my way)

[Verse 2: Mega Ran]
I done dedicated my life to this music (Yeah)
Learnin' from Pops, Mama said that he was bein' foolish (Really?)
But I thought it was cool
When he used to get to sit up on the stage
Thinking maybe one day I'll be the one that plays (Ah)
But then I can only imagine that shit
Seeing the look on the crowd's face had me as if
I was being restrained, something wasn't the same
Lost in the game got me stuck and I'm fucking feeling insane
And the relationship is strained
Staring down paralysis from all of the pain
I fight for what I believe in, know what I got to gain
From the beginning I knew it wasn't the fame
That drew me this way, this music is fused within my veins
This isn't a popularity contest, how many times must I stress
This is more than a slick hook and a deep concept
This is part of my life that I've got to accept
Been gone and there's nowhere left
Slipped up and I lost my step
Got up and I tucked my chin
Duck and I swung for the fucking fence

[Chorus: Billy Obey]
I tried to fight it, I tried to stop it
But I can't understand that kind of logic
I'm gone I'm gone, and I'll never find my way (Never find my way)
I tried to fight it, I tried to stop it
But I can't understand that kind of logic
I'm gone I'm gone, and I'll never find my way (Never find my way)