Golden

[Intro]
He could be busy, or
He could be sleeping with someone else
After all, you aren't all that special Madeline
And what about your friends?
They're probably having more fun since you cancelled
They only invite you because they pity you

[Verse 1]
Ain’t no way of knowin’ where you’ll go
Fake it 'til I make it, every day another show
I could hit the road, 'til the day I’m flying coach
'Til I’m in the jet, lookin’ at the world below - damn
I made my plan, put that shit in motion
High demand, hope that I’ve been chosen
Hope that they will notice
Went from broken, now I show emotion
I’m not social, but my soul has spoken
Underneath I’m golden

Maybe you love misery
Maybe you're living in a world of illusions
Time will tell where you go
You've always had a vision

[Verse 2]
Stayin' in my lane, I been kinda selfish
With my last I’m overtly jealous
Hurt me then I’m helpless
No more feelin’ selfless
Put myself ahead
Somethin’ I confess, only way I could progress
Try to process everything, can I comprehend
Pray to God, what’s it take if I want success
Talkin’ less, something I could always recommend
Step by step, pick a process and I go again

We are all born inherently good
Somewhere down the line, we lose ourselves
We must live our lives finding who we truly are
Becoming lucid is the purpose of life