Gold In The Girl

You know me so well now
There's nothing more to tell now
So you know all about my dad
And the fucked up life we had
If I cry you're scared that I
Might never lift my eyes
But when I'm hard, you say I'm cold
The walls are up, the gates are shut
Well guess what, you're right
You're right, you're right
So just leave me alone
Now I'm five and I know I'm alive
€~Cause I've been beaten and shown
And this is my home
I'll just go deep in my room
Far from all of you
All the tears I've saved for years
In wells of gold I drown
So now you see it's hard for me
To let them go so easily, you're right
I'm cold the doors are closed
So just leave
You're right I'm cold, the doors are closed
I've made my bed and you'll lie in it
And if I go down, down, down
I will take you all with me