Going Under

[Verse 1]
Just so you know
I've never felt so low and slow
It’s like my head is filled with vague ideas and chemicals
Just not the ones I'm used to
They said, "Don't let this break you"
I feel like I’m on a one-way track with miles and miles to get through
But the song continues

But I'm learning how to soften my own landing
And I can't sit down and I'm tired of standing
So I'm getting used to a point of view
That it's always never better news

[Chorus]
I sit alone and often wonder
Is there a difference between going home and going under?
Is there a meaning to always seeing and believing
When I'm going home and going under?
I wonder

[Verse 2]
When all I want is a little sleep
And in my head the thought will creep
Of every single fucking thing that I did wrong today
And how I'll screw tomorrow, and the next day
It’s a fever, it’s a headache
It's a wake-up call to let me know I’m alive

[Chorus]
I sit alone and often wonder
Is there a difference between going home and going under?
Is there a meaning to always seeing and believing
When I'm going home and going under?

[Pre-Chorus]
I sit at home and have to wonder
How much longer? How much longer?
How much stronger than I know?

[Chorus]
I sit alone and often wonder
Is there a difference between going home and going under?
Is there a meaning to always seeing and believing
When I'm going home and going under?
I wonder