Going Thru The Motions

[Verse 1]
I done came up out the den
Rolling through my ends, yeah
Every time they see me they like "Kazi, where you been?" yeah
Lately I been hearing they got money on my head, yeah
I ain't even packing
Just a paper and a pen
I been down bad
I ain't going back again, no
Counted all my blessings
I can't take that shit for granted
Fell out with some people that I used to call my friends, yeah

[Chorus]
I'm just going thru the motions (yeah)
Man it's always just the same damn thing
I been mixing all these potions (yeah)
Just enough for me to keep me sane
And if you see me outside
Know I'm doing okay
It's a hurricane inside my brain
I'm just going thru the motions
Mmmm

[Verse 2]
Wake up
I gotta get to the guap, yeah
Way I been playing it's not fair
Fuck what you saying, I'm hot
I don't care if you hate me or not
Ain't no love on the way to the top
Everybody been waiting to pop
You not special
You can talk to me when you on my level
Cause I'm really from the city, yeah
Been around but they ain't feel me yet
Baby I'm the rookie and the fuckin vet
I know ima get it that's a fuckin bet, yeah
I got this shit in the bag
No we ain't goin out sad
Do the work and I'm running it back, yeah

[Chorus]
I'm just going thru the motions (yeah)
Man it's always just the same damn thing
I been mixing all these potions (yeah)
Just enough for me to keep me sane
And if you see me outside
Know I'm doing okay
It's a hurricane inside my brain
I'm just going thru the motions