Going ghost

[Intro]
Yeah I think he's going ghost

[Verse 1]
Something like an interlude I am just a sinning fool
Can't accept the ridicule it's bad to think I'm pretty cool
So fuck it I'm embarrassed, can I tell you something Clarence?
People talk a lot of shit when you don't live with both parents
I think it's messed up I can not decide my fate
Even when I got these choices lined up on the day to day
Like maybe I should take some Adderall to help me stay awake
Or maybe I should down somе Tylenol, my mind's a scary place
I got the substancе in my hand, my friend's off of 5 Xans
We hopped on a plane and then I woke up in Thailand
The liquor got my liver swimming tryna find the dry land
Memories might fadeaway so I'ma keep a timestamp
And now I can't, hold my self up, I'm fucking wasted
And the show's at a quarter to six, I ain't gon' make it
And my bro's telling me 'bout his kid, you know I'm praying
Now I'm psyched out but what am I saying I know they laced it
Slowly turning into what I used to hate
Used to say I had a bright future now the future's gray
With no escape I claw myself out into a newer age
But everybody take it the same so I'ma pop a f-

[Verse 2]
No I won't, different way of going ghost
In a deeper comatose let the reaper row the boat
That is if I overdose and I don't wanna know the ropes
So I would rather drop right out of school and try to go for broke
Then all my friends will laugh at me while I'll be writing musicals
At least they won't be making stupid jokes about my funeral
That would make my momma cry so I would come right back to life
To rip somebody's soul from them and toss it in the afterlife
I just wanna dream again, I don't need to peak again
I don't need to a couple tabs and let my demons in
Cause we've been cool just being friends
I understand they reasoning
Yeah, they were getting mad at every place I tried to keep em in
Not enough space for development
I was saying fuck you for the hell of it
I was going crazy out my element
Had to post a pic to keep my relevance
And now I'm 'bout to take a deep breath and reset to seek eloquence

[Outro]
Ghost (Ghost)