Going Gets Hard

[Intro]
'Cause you don't wanna look out for me
You don't wanna fight another day
And I know it gets hard, I know it's cold
Know you got scars, please stay

[Verse]
Yeah, when I look inside a mirror
I don't recognize the person who I used to be
I just need space, they think I'm okay
All because of this smile that I keep
These break downs gotta create a break through
At least I keep sayin' that to me
I been prayin' to God to heal my inner child
My emotions make me think
I am unworthy and it always irks me
That's why I over achieved, tryna prove myself
So no one can tell my insecuritiеs run deep
And that's how I hide them, maybe I just need to hidе then
'Cause if they look, they'll see all my scars
And point out and magnify all of my flaws
And it's gettin' hard, displayin' myself in a room
Of critics critiquin' every song I drop and every move
My mind's been abused
My self worth is weighed by likes and views
If I don't hit a certain number of plays
It starts affectin' my mood
I'm sick of my ego, but I keep it real though
I really don't know what to do
I'm paralyzed by my self image
I carry pain, but it's well hidden
I'm strugglin', there's no help given
Nobody knows the hell that this is
I'm the black sheep in this rap business
Life broke my spirit, you can't fix it
There'll be a day where I have vengeance
I'ma step to your face and just laugh in it

[Chorus]
'Cause you don't wanna look out for me
You don't wanna fight another day
I know it's hard
It's hard, it's hard, it's hard

[Verse 2]
Yeah, it's just in me inside my studio like all day
Workin', never take off days
Been a hand full of hard days
I'm deaf to what y'all say, I don't ever listen
I just keep the distance and I elevate
Been in my room since seventeen
Charted on Billboard, you would think
That you'd be congratulating me
You don't relate to me, yeah that's a lie
You know my music is real, don't deny it
When you was in your room and you would cry
You know you needed Sik World in your life and just
Just know that I know
I can't talk to girls on the low
Who screen shot to boast
Struggles you don't even know
(Struggles you don't even know)

[Interlude]
I'd just rather not even talk
That's— that's why I'm not replyin' to you
Because you screenshotted me, so
I can't, I can't
Yeah, I just, I'd rather not

[Chorus]
(Woah-ooh)
And I know it's hard, I know it's cold
Know you got scars, please stay
Yeah, it's hard
It's hard, it's hard
It's hard, it's hard, it's hard