This song is about how and why I am the way I am, as well as taking a deeper look into my beliefs and identity. I am very vulnerable on this track and share experiences that deal with trauma as well as some experiences that I’ve learned from just in general. The song is called “Godhalf (333)” becau...
[Chorus]
Knew when I locked with those eyes what I wanted to be
I know they watch at night from the end of the street
I hope she lives this life though we never will meet
I know they laugh and hide in the darker than me
It's just a dumb, dumb life that you wanted to lead
Can't swim can't fly so you live in between
Will it be alright at a thousand degrees
Those hands still grab what they can't even see
[Verse 1]
Lately, I been feeling really masculine
I want boobs, want to feel up on the baddest chick
Being honest, I don't wanna bе with average
Is that a standard or an ego that I battlе with
I can't tell, baby you know that I'm adamant
I meant well, so I don't know why you're mad at it
My brother's in jail no my father wasn't having it
Kicked him out, now he living with a crowd of kids
[Bridge]
People are evil, that much I've learned
My mother hates how I bear her curse
She loves me a lot but she hits me the worst
Imma free my siblings, hope they're not hurt
First beating I remember from my father
Was when I came home from school and I ain't say hi to stepmother
Now my brother undercover acting like he really loved her
And she told me pack my bags, delete my Facebook; don't tell others
So I took my clothes and I packed them
She says don't you pack the clothes that I bagged bruh
I thought she meant to leave the clothes that she got us
So I packed the shit I came with and dad bruh
That nigga walked in like why'd you lie on her
Said she told me pack my shit cause I ain't say hi to her
Then she said "I never said that"
Like what you mean you never said that?
I got beat that day
For something I ain't say
Now I'm older yay
And I got shit to say
I got beat that day
For something I ain't say
Now I'm older yay
And I got shit to say
[Chorus]
Knew when I locked with those eyes what I wanted to be
I know they watch at night from the end of the street
I hope she lives this life though we never will meet
I know they laugh and hide in the darker than me
It's just a dumb, dumb life that you wanted to lead
Can't swim can't fly so you live in between
Will it be alright at a thousand degrees
Those hands still grab what they can't even see
Godhalf (333) was written by Michael Myrthil.
Godhalf (333) was produced by Overpade.
Overpade released Godhalf (333) on Fri Oct 29 2021.
Traumatic, but catchy.