God Knows Where

[Chorus]
Yeah
I been going at it far too long yeah
Hope you understand I had a real long year
I been on my own going god knows where
Yeah
It's lonely on this road
Yeah it took some time but I finally set the tone
I see the intentions every time I get to know 'em
That's the downside of seeing all the signs they showing
We all got a demon we just learn how to control it
And I learned how to build so I'm glad it left me broken
And I should've known better had my heart out in the open
But what could I do about you
You got your own mind just like me
And there ain't nothing you could change 'bout me
Yeah

[Verse]
It's hard to do good when ain't nobody good around you
You saying what you want then everybody wanna doubt you
You ain't let me in, I was the one that could've helped you
Now I'm looking back, it's only things I put myself through
Gave you everything but it never was enough for you
Tryna figure out what's enough then
But I know that road leads to nothing
I need something with more substance
Something to trust in
Yeah
I wanted somebody I could turn to, now I gotta search too
Trying not to burn another bridge but I can't control the urge to
I could never tell em how to live just do what works for you
Let me do what works for me
And this way no one hurting me
And there ain't no uncertainty 'bout who gon switch next
They ain't know how long it took for me to get respect
I said there was a storm on the way and nobody took it serious
I said I'll be back when I'm better with experience
You can't even see it weighing on me how I carry it
They must see a star in me, saying fuck you staring at
Used to have a heart on my sleeve, can't be wearing that

[Chorus]
Yeah
I been going at it far too long yeah
Hope you understand I had a real long year
I been on my own going god knows where
Yeah
It's lonely on this road
Yeah it took some time but I finally set the tone
I see the intentions every time I get to know 'em
That's the downside of seeing all the signs they showing
We all got a demon we just learn how to control it
And I learned how to build so I'm glad it left me broken
And I should've known better had my heart out in the open
But what could I do about you
You got your own mind just like me
And there ain't nothing you could change 'bout me
Yeah

[End]