God I’m Wasted

[Chorus:Dayveon Porter]
I got wasted cause I didn’t wanna deal with myself tonight my thoughts get drown and then I start to cry
I keep crying to myself nobody recognize
I got wasted
I got wasted cause I didn’t wanna deal with myself tonight my thoughts get drown and then I start to cry
I keep crying to myself nobody recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 1:Dayveon Porter]
I wake up every morning lonely I don’t know what to think
My life been going kinda crazy make me don’t wanna blink
I’m seeing shadows in my room and hear this voice in my head
They tell me things I shouldn’t hear now all these thoughts in my head
I know where this road goes
Demons wanna be my friends but I keep saying no they just gotta go
They follow me around everywhere I go
It hurts my heart and soul
Wanna turn my heart cold
And I keep fighting these demons but I wanna give up cause im fighting alone
I’m having problems God can you come pull me out think im losing faith I feel like I’m in a drought
These demons don’t go away they come back around and around and around

[Chorus:Dayveon Porter]
I got wasted cause I didn’t wanna deal with myself tonight my thoughts get drown and then I start to cry
I keep crying to myself nobody recognize
I got wasted
I got wasted cause I didn’t wanna deal with myself tonight my thoughts get drown and then I start to cry
I keep crying to myself nobody recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 2:Dayveon Porter]
God I’m asking for your hand
I gotta do better
Accept me for who I am
Cause they watching when I’m there
But I’m scared
Cause I been chasing these demons these demons chase after me
I need some confidence lord and I know you hear when I speak
This world is beating me down and it push me right to the brink
And all these pills that I’m popping just makes me go to the sink
Im taking care of my people but no one take care of me I wanna talk to somebody but there’s no one that’s near me I need better things
I just keep feeling this pain it’s painted right on my face the devil laughing at me
But I can’t give up now cause I’m coming
When I start to pray they start running
I gotta take control because I know that I’m something
Dear God this is my test and I’m gonna try my best
Just help me with this pain that’s weighing all on my chest

[Chorus:Dayveon Porter]
I got wasted cause I didn’t wanna deal with myself tonight my thoughts get drown and then I start to cry
I keep crying to myself nobody recognize
I got wasted
I got wasted cause I didn’t wanna deal with myself tonight my thoughts get drown and then I start to cry
I keep crying to myself nobody recognize
I got wasted