​god don’t love ugly but he loves me

[Verse 1: youngmindtrip]
Trippy
Never thought I’d live this long
Always write the same old song
On how I never right my wrongs
But the pain, it made me strong
Tired of living a double life
And feeling like nothing is right
Don’t want them to know me well
So I just live my life in fright
If they knew the real me, I don’t think that they would love me
I am not what they expected, and it makes me feel so ugly, yuh
Right now, I am sober, why I still feel like a junkie?
I just wanna be accepted, but I guess they’d rather hunt me, uh

[Verse 2: Nokris]
Lately, I've been drowning and these waters feeling muddy
Yeah this liquor got me slurring and my feelings feel so ugly
Just another fucking day, I waste away by doing nothing
I just wanna find my purpose 'fore the world meets its destruction
I don't, have no regrets 'cause it's led to people that know me
A reignition of flames and them fires is burning slowly
Inhale and intake
Smoke from the devils make you feel cozy
Exhale and repeat
Punch me a take
Gripping the blade, I'm coughing