God

[Verse 1]
I’ve been on a journey
That took me far from Earth
And I knew the God who knew me since birth
Now I’m stretched out on a gurney
Last breath like my first
It’s unfamiliar

[Verse 2]
I’ve attempted to know what I’m feeling
Every second since I started thinking
Over a thousand songs in
Still don’t know where to begin
It’s unfamiliar

[Chorus]
And God, I’ll see You in a minute
And I’ll ask You why You made my mind different
‘Cuz where they see Your sunsets, well, I see a story ending
Sometimes I wish I’d stop thinking

Oh, I hope I never think again when I go to meet You, God

[Verse 3]
I’ve regretted all the moments I’ve wasted
Too busy dreaming to remember I’m awake, and
I’ve lost out on love
‘Cuz real life wasn’t enough
It’s unfamiliar

[Verse 4]
If I lyricize more can I fix this
Is the answer in the pain I’ve experienced
You keep stacking it on
Why’s it feel like they’ve won
That’s so familiar
It’s so familiar

[Chorus]
God, I’ll see You in a minute
And I’ll ask You made my mind different
‘Cuz where they see Your sunsets, well, I see a story ending
Sometimes I wish I’d stop thinking

Oh, I hope I never think again when I go to meet You, God

[Verse 5]
Now they’ve made You seem so far away
But in truth I know that I’m the one who’s changed
My heart has grown calloused
My faith’s been challenged
It’s unfamiliar

[Verse 6]
I’m still questioning why it all went this way
I’m relearning to love You, relearning to pray
Still got hope in tomorrow
A sunrise still follows
Unfamiliar hope still awaits

[Chorus]
God, I’ll see you in a minute
And I’ll ask You why You made my mind different
‘Cuz where they see Your sunsets, well, I see a story ending
Sometimes I wish I’d stop thinking

Oh, I hope I never think again when I go to meet You, God

[Outro]
Have I lived more or less
Pondering every test
Does the existentialist
Exist more then the rest

Am I wasting each breath
Am I better off yet
Is my mind how I’m blessed
Or will thoughts be my death

I don’t know
I don’t know yet

I don’t know
I don’t know yet

I don’y know
I don’t know yet

I don’t know