​glass shards / THE ONLY TIME I FEEL ALIVE (Remix)

[Part 1: glass shards (remix)]

[Verse]
I see the dark man in my dreams
I can't sleep, I'm feelin' weak
Pressure on my chest again, oh not again, I can't breath
Shadows dance around me, praying they don't notice me
I can't move, I can't speak or scream
See them fly around me
I can't judge a soul if I can't judge myself
Hypocritical assumptions from a nigga who hates when niggas die from a fair man
Is it fair if a nigga die from the same skin?
These are the thoughts that I have before I get suicidal man
Take a pen or pencil, let the rage tell you who you are
Yes, you are the villain, you're not good, yes you're the devil man
Demon boy, black eyes, can you recognize me?
I can't recognize myself when I black out in my pain
Still insane, am I insane?
They say I'm insane, am I insane?
Heart crushed, broken down, I think I've lost my soul

[Refrain]
Smoke it out the bowl, numb the pain
It's the only cure
Let the glass shards cut me up
I feel like giving up
Let the glass shards cut me up
I feel like I'm giving up
Let the glass shards cut me up
I feel like I'm giving up
Smoke it out the bowl, numb the pain
It's the only cure
Let the glass shards cut me up
I feel like giving up
Giving up, giving up, giving up
Let the glass shards cut me up
I feel like I'm giving up

[Part 2: THE ONLY TIME I FEEL ALIVE (Remix)]

[Chorus]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die, yeah?
She tellin' me, she can be the one for me
Well honestly, I'm so sick and tired, man
I'm so sick and tired, yeah, I'm so sick and tired
Please be quiet, ayy (Hey)
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die, yeah?
She tellin' me, she can be the one for me
Well honestly, I'm so sick and tired, man
I'm so sick and tired, yeah, I'm so sick and tired
Please be quiet, ayy

[Verse]
Stuck in the dark again, back in the abyss again
I'm by myself, I don't have no friends
I'mma die alone, my home's a coffin
Why these niggas talkin, bluffin'
They ain't really bout it, 'bout it
Thinking that this life a movie 'til they get some action
Break the function, we ain't with the fuck shit
This ain't how we function
Shawty say she love me but I don't, I ain't cuffin', cuffin'
Coughin', coughin', I ain't smoking, yes I am
Yes I'm lying, like Mufasa, but I got these scars
Lost my feelings, but I'm not a dentist

[Chorus]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die, yeah?
She tellin' me, she can be the one for me
Well honestly, I'm so sick and tired, man
I'm so sick and tired, yeah, I'm so sick and tired
Please be quiet, ayy (Hey)
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die, yeah?
She tellin' me, she can be the one for me
Well honestly, I'm so sick and tired, man
I'm so sick and tired, yeah, I'm so sick and tired
Please be quiet, ayy