​giving up

[Intro]
​wasterr, yashio

[Chorus]
I never believed in fate, well I guess I've changed
I know I was destined not to feel okay
I don't think you can heal me
Maybe someday you'll figure out what I need to change
I don't know yet if I can really say that I feel like myself
And it's hurting, I'm tryna get up but I'm falling in
Readin' all those notes I wonder how you been?

[Verse]
I still believe that in the end you'll be better off lonely
Writing down your thoughts and then burning
All those papers you used to fool me
I hopе you can suffer just like I did
Giving up and being tirеd of fighting
Looking in the mirror and saying fuck it
I'm leaving myself to anxiety again
E vivrò in una dolce illusione
Sapendo che non ricorderai neanche il mio nome
Mi dici sempre, "Su, dai, forza, fatti valere"
Ma la realtà è che vedo tutto senza colore

[Bridge]
Vedo tutto senza colore
Vedo tutto senza colore
Vedo tutto senza colore

[Chorus]
I don't know yet if I can really say that I feel like myself
And it's hurting, I'm tryna get up but I'm falling in
Readin' all those notes I wonder how you been?

[Outro]
I still believe that in the end you'll be better off lonely
Writing down your thoughts and then burning
All those papers you used to fool me
I hope you can suffer just like I did
Giving up and being tired of fighting
Looking in the mirror and saying fuck it
I'm leaving myself to anxiety again
(Double 0)
(It's the holidays, Double 00 clique)