Give Up My Dream

(Mitch Darrell)
We tend to pretend that we at the top
I weaken myself just to be in a box
Sleepin n I start to peek in my brain
I leap in the deep end but still I'm afraid

This begins to creep in to some uh of my thoughts
What if I’m done leapinIn this is my top
If the bus wheels screechin and this is my stop
Maybe I should quit my dream and drop this

Rappin it hasn't been fruitful
Is it useful please God just help me be truthful
Do I just spit for the gram cuz the views cool?
Am I really tryna change lives with a new tool?

Should I just rap or go Getta real Job
Just wanna know why rap ain't a real job?
Hear watcha sayin but I really don’t feel y'all
Rap is a super dope way that I feel God

(Chorus)
It gets hard sometimes
What does all this mean
Should I stop this climb
And give up my dream x2

(Thomas Iannucci)
I have won the awards man
Build myself from the floor plan
Gotten my dap from Crae and Andy
What I'm plannin is helpin the Lord

Why do I feel like this isn't real
Like this is all pointless
Hell I made the list
It was my dream but I'm still disappointed

I don't mean to complain dawg
Yeah the Hoku was great
But a Hawaiin Grammy can't pay for my rent
Or even put food on my plate

And anyway all I can say
Is that I will pray cause I know God is good
But if im bein real the way that I feel
Ain't really the way that I thought that I would
Damn

(Chorus)
It gets hard sometimes
What does all this mean
Should I stop this climb
And give up my dream x2