give me a second

[Chorus]
Could you just give me a second? I'm just embracing the moment
Lie to my face when you check in, you wanna use all my words as a weapon
I don't care if they're forgetting, I don't wanna be a legend
Never knew what I would step in, holy water, dip my neck in
Summer got cold, I was lonely, my friend said I changed since he known me
Mom said I'm getting too bony, feels like I'm standing alone as a goalie
Powering down like I'm Sony, Kaori words, you're a phony
Cross on my neck, I'm not holy, hope the winter envelops me slowly

[Verse]
Tats on my arms and they hate it, I hate it, the smell of your fragrance
I'd be lying if I said I hate everything, what I hate the most is feeling vacant
I don't even wanna say shit, I don't know if I could take it
I don't even wanna— huh, I don't even wanna—
And I don't wanna say that it never gets— don't wanna say that it never gets better
Or some stupid shit about the weather, or some stupid shit 'bout how I met her
And I know how I break down, it's because I can't deal with the pressure
We were supposed to do this shit together
Wire me in then control, alt, delete, I just want you to end all my process
I know I'm relapsing again, I don't say a word 'cause they think I made progress
Too many feelings I suppress, too many thoughts I can't assess
I don't really know if I'm blessed, but my family pray for my success
And I pray for myself
I let a lot of them people just walk over me, so I pray for my health
I don't know why you would break my trust, tell me what had you compelled
Tell me why you would just do me like that, feels like I'm under your spell

[Chorus]
Could you just give me a second? I'm just embracing the moment
Lie to my face when you check in, you wanna use all my words as a weapon
I don't care if they're forgetting, I don't wanna be a legend
Never knew what I would step in, holy water, dip my neck in
Summer got cold, I was lonely, my friend said I changed since he known me
Mom said I'm getting too bony, feels like I'm standing alone as a goalie
Powering down like I'm Sony, Kaori words, you're a phony
Cross on my neck, I'm not holy, hope the winter envelops me slowly