Girl in a china shop

[Verse 1]
I'm a stupid Socrates
Wear skirts with all my soccer tees
I push out all my best friends
To invite all of my enemies
And I am kind to what is cruel
I starve myself to feel more full
While others drink for confidence
I drink 'til I'm incompetent

[Verse 2]
Ignore the texts that I should read
I'm always on my phone
Talking about why I'm so lonely
I look my best when I feel my worst
'Cause love doesn't count if it doesn't hurt
I am a lightweight, I am a daughter
I am a dead weight, I am a monster

[Chorus]
I am a girl in a china shop
Counting the damage can't pay the cost
I break things, I take things
Composure I'm faking
Compound my mistakes
Until everyone hates me
I am a girl in a china shop
Scared that my worst is the best that I've got

[Verse 3]
I only hurt the people
Who would never hurt me back
I go on shitty dates, make the good ones wait
I know there's so much wrong with that
I disappear to feel more seen
Habit of breaking routine
To tell the truth, it's nothing new
I carry a baseball bat and a broom
But I'm the most breakable thing in the room

[Chorus]
I am a girl in a china shop (ahh)
Counting the damage can't pay the cost (I can not pay the cost)
I break things, I take things
Composure I'm faking
Compound my mistakes
Until everyone hates me
I am a girl in a china shop
Scared that my worst is the best that I've got
(Ooh) Scared that my worst is the best that I've got
(Ooh, ooh)

[Bridge]
There's not a delicate bone in my body
I just wish that someone would stop me
There's not a delicate bone in my body
I just wish that someone would stop me

[Chorus]
I am a girl in a china shop
Counting the damage can't pay the cost (hmm)
I break things, I take things
Composure I'm faking
Compound my mistakes
Until everyone hates me
I am a girl in a china shop
Scared that my worst is the best that I've got