Giant In The Room

Is this real life
I'm  dripping glitter from eyes
Sad,  defeated my heart stopped beating
I texted you late last night

You said I'm looking real graceful
But  as a person I'm disgraceful
I  snuck some liquor out my parents house, we drank and maybe even made out

Maybe you made me feel worse
Maybe  I put myself first
Tell me how you're all just fine?
Flipped me upside-down by the end of night

But why don't I trust the truth?
You  say I'm with you, I'm with you, and then I burn
Of course I could fake it
I'm still relying, I'm lying to you

How did I end up hurt?
You keep on lying, I'm trying to tell the truth
I'm forced to fake it
I'm still relying, I'm lying to you

I'm lying to you

I've tattooed my eyes on you
After a shot, or few
Took some nights to escape from this
Couple nights in my basement

I've got a question with no answer
And an echo ain't the same
Am I the one to blame?

Walking out of time
Can you hold me, just tonight
One more kiss
Somethings on my mind

Walking out of time
Can you hold me, just tonight
One more kiss
Somethings on my mind

Maybe you made me feel worse
Maybe I put myself first
Tell me how you're all just fine?
Flipped me upside-down by the end of night

But why don't I trust the truth?
You say I'm with you, I'm with you, and then I burn
Of course I could fake it
I'm still relying, I'm lying to you

How did I end up hurt?
You keep on lying, I'm trying to tell the truth
I'm forced to fake it
I'm still relying, I'm lying to you