Ghosting Myself

[Verse 1]
To all my friends, that I'll be there if you ever need me
Can't say the same words to myself even when I'm bleeding
I'll break the plans, I break too easy
Maybe next time I'll feel my feelings

[Pre-Chorus]
I, I
Telling myself that I'm strong

[Chorus]
I don't know why
I'm always ghosting myself
Should love me more than anyone else
But still, no matter how hard I try
I'm always ghosting myself

[Verse 2]
I disappear, I leave the room, I burn out slowly
Hide from the world, hide from my thoughts, hiding gets lonely
I let my memoriеs slip in, fading
I'm getting tired of dissociating

[Pre-Chorus]
I, I
Ooh, and sometimеs it hurts to be strong

[Chorus]
I don't know why
I'm always ghosting myself
Should love me more than anyone else
But still, no matter how hard I try
Drowning still hold us for help
I really put me through hell

[Outro]
I, I
Ghosting myself
Hm, hm-mm
I, I
(Ghosting myself every day)