Ghost of the Roman Empire

I can't believe I've broke my hearts
I'll end up dying some stupid way
I let you down
I remember our years with a smile and a tear
There's no other way to express these fears
The end of life

I can't live like this anymore
Just can't fit here, that's for sure
Full of hope, but memories we drown
'Cause that's what I want
And (?) has painted us full of fear
And which is stronger over the years
'Cause it gets...
Idle regress has went (?)
The summer had killed you with some sense
I never knew
That it was true

There's so much I wish I could say
I have to hide it, that's my way
Safer though, but I need to stay with you
'Cause that's what I want

Have you ever tried striving for
Something good worth living for?
If you think we'll fail
We'll show them how
'Cause that's what I want
That's what I want
That is what I want!