Ghost of Mariano’s

I've been
Watchin’ lots of tv
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating shit that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy
Greasy motherfucker

It's 4 AM and I’m supposed to be at work at 10
But I fucking hate my job
So I'll sleep in
I hope they fire me
'Cause I'm no quitter
I've got a paper due on Tuesday that I haven't even started
Who really cares about the end result?
If I didn't try
'Cause it's all bullshit

It's getting colder outside these days
And I've been

Watchin’ lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating shit that makes me
Feel like I’m a lazy
Greasy motherfucker

In the end we're all the same
Just empty smiles with forgettable names
Your excuses don't mean anything to me

My family thinks I have potential but I waste it all on
Things that shouldn't matter (but to me it really matters)
‘Cause it takes my mind
Off the future
I tell myself that if I can't pay for my college
Then I'll just run away and live inside a van until I figure out
Who I really am
Because I don't know who I really am

But I'm running out of time
And I've been

Watchin’ lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating shit that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy
Greasy motherfucker

So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
That I love

'Cause I've been watchin’ lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating shit that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy
Greasy motherfucker