Ghost Mode

Do not disturb, please leave me the fuck alone
And don't try to call me cause I won't pick up the phone
Some get left on seen, after that I guess my covers blown
If only you could pick up on my apathetic undertones
Its not you I'm in a bad spot mentally
Floating through the nights like a sad lost melody
Echoing forever humming moonlight sonata
While I beat myself up like a huge white pinata
And I don't wanna leave my place today at all
I'd rather put a bullet in my brain and paint the wall
Than walk around a mall or stand up on the bus
Like a mentally unstable Gеorge Costanza goin nuts
And although I've been up on that cliff top I'd nevеr
Try bungee jumping in that slipknot forever
For real I should be workin' my hip hop endeavors
But I'm easily distracted and I'll binge watch whatever

I'm in ghost mode, hiding from the world in a cave
And I won't go outside, I prefer to be caged
Like an animal, born and then raised in a zoo
That was forced to be normal and chase all its food
I'm in ghost mode, hiding from the world in a cave
And I won't go outside, I prefer to be caged
Like in Pacman, there is no escape cause it loops
Through a never ending cycle in maze where I'm blue

Some just won't get it. Why? cause they're the lucky ones
All they do is post with opposable monkey thumbs
While I thrash around in shark infested waters with my bloody stumps
They're on the beach in the sun, getting clumsy drunk
But it's not like I'm judgin, I'm jealous
I can never seem to stop after a couple of stellas
Every bender meets an ending and then I come to my senses
Feelin rough around the edges like I'm stuck in the trenches
Yeah my phones blowin up like a samsung recall
Plus my brain is feeling like a mashed up meat ball
My every interaction's like an awkward elevator ride
Hitting every floor to the top, I've felt this way inside
So many times, I know to bear it and grin
With my patience wearing thin I pull my hair and I cringe
Because I never think ahead, I'll paint myself into the corner
While my brain is out of order in a vacant house of horrors

I'm in ghost mode, hiding from the world in a cave
And I won't go outside, I prefer to be caged
Like an animal, born and then raised in a zoo
That was forced to be normal and chase all its food
I'm in ghost mode, hiding from the world in a cave
And I won't go outside, I prefer to be caged
Like in Pacman, there is no escape cause it loops
Through a never ending cycle in maze where I'm blue