ghost!

[Intro]
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[Verse 1: Vxlious]
I've been on top of the world, but I know everything is falling down
Taking control of my life, but sometimes I just feel like crashing out
Can I just slow down for a little? 'Cause I've been moving too fast

[Chorus: Vxlious]
I hit a wall
And I don't think that I can go past it (I can't go past it, no, woah)
And it takes a toll
That is why I keep counting my blessings (Counting my blessings, I'm counting them)
For a long time, I was selfish and didn't want nobody helping
But I can't do this on my own
I don't know why I'm getting reckless, guess I didn't learn my lessons
I'm haunting myself like a ghost

[Verse 2: Vxlious]
Wanna get it all, so I'ma solve it
I knew I would be great when I started
I was getting all the opportunities
But somehow I was stalling
So I left all my stress on a airplane
I was getting high until I passed out
I know it's better just to meditate
But the medication helped me back down (Oh)

[Pre-Chorus: Vxlious]
I just wanna feel something so that I don't feel numb (Yeah)
Can somebody hold me so that I can not run (I can not run)

[Chorus: Vxlious]
'Cause I hit a wall
And I don't think that I can go past it (I can't go past it, no, woah)
And it takes a toll
That is why I keep counting my blessings (Counting my blessings, I'm counting them)
For a long time, I was selfish and didn't want nobody helping
But I can't do this on my own
I don't know why I'm getting reckless, guess I didn't learn my lessons
I'm haunting myself like a ghost

[Verse 3: Naits]
I'm numb to the core
It shouldn't be, it shouldn't be like this
I need to get drunk just to look in the mirror
How could it be any clearer
I go to the gym seven times a week, but I don't feel like I get any bigger
I lost all my friends, alone on weekends
I run out of time and devotion, 'cause God I'm so close
But I'ma go get it
I'll never be closer again

[Chorus: Vxlious]
'Cause I hit a wall
And I don't think that I can go past it (I can't go past it, no, woah)
And it takes a toll
That is why I keep counting my blessings (Counting my blessings, I'm counting them)
For a long time, I was selfish and didn't want nobody helping
But I can't do this on my own
I don't know why I'm getting reckless, guess I didn't learn my lessons
I'm haunting myself like a ghost