Ghost!

Damn, does it feel better
With the weight off my chest
Comin' home, unlock the door
To no one but my pets

I fantasized you
Your wallet to your bedroom
Everything's true
I guess I never meant to

I don't even care, if I hurt you baby, cus I hurt too
I'm a fuckin mess, I never think about what I do
I would apologize, it isn't right, if I had virtue
But I don't
So I delete your number from my phone

My therapists swear
I should be practicing
Self-care
I should be looking out!

I'm a ghost I disappear
And I kinda like how it makes me feel

I'm all grown up but that's okay
I still don't communicate

Cus I'm a... ghost!
Never let 'em get too close

It doesn't matter what you say
I still look the other way

Cus I'm a... ghost!
I kinda miss when I had a pulse

Does that make 17?
I never dreamed
I could be so heartless

Is that what you do?
When you grow up scared to leave your room?

Wait just a second, please
I need to think
Am I being honest?

Is that even true?
Am I created or do I choose?

I don't even care, if I hurt you baby, cus I hurt too
I'm a fuckin mess, I never think about what I do
I would apologize, it isn't right, if I had virtue
But I don't
So I delete your number from my phone

I'm a ghost I disappear
And I kinda like how it makes me feel

I'm all grown up but that's okay
I still don't communicate

Cus I'm a... ghost!
Never let 'em get too close

It doesn't matter what you say
I still look the other way

Cus I'm a... ghost!
I kinda miss when I had a pulse

I have misery
Livin' where my heart should beat
It loves company
Maybe you and I were destiny
I have misery
Livin' where my heart should beat
It loves company
Maybe you and I were destiny

I'm all grown up but that's okay
I still don't communicate

Cus I'm a... ghost!
Never let 'em get too close

It doesn't matter what you say
I still look the other way

Cus I'm a... ghost!
I kinda miss when I had a pulse