Ghost

Last year was so long ago
I still feel it though
I know I said I’m doing fine when we spoke, but I’m not

Cause my heart can’t stop
Feeling everything we lost
Memories in my head I can’t help but watch and fall apart

Cause the truth is, now you’re a ghost
And the silence hurts the most
And it’s so cold
I don’t wanna be alone
So much to say
I never got the chance
I still feel you
Slipping through my hands
And I don’t know
How to let you go

Rushing back like a wave
Anytime I hear your name
I know I said it’s probably better off this way
But I didn’t mean it

Cause my heart can’t start
Ever healing when it’s still in a million parts
And I just don’t understand how I ended up in the dark
No I don’t understand

But the truth is, now you’re a ghost
And the silence hurts the most
And it’s so cold
I don’t wanna be alone
So much to say
I never got the chance
I still feel you
Slipping through my hands
And I don’t know
How to let you go

And without you I’m a little scared
Still see pieces of you everywhere
And it’s so sad
I just can’t erase the past

But the truth is, now you’re a ghost
And the silence hurts the most
And it’s so cold
I don’t wanna be alone
So much to say
I never got the chance
I still feel you
Slipping through my hands
And I don’t know
How to let you go