GHOST

Gave you everything
Yeh i showed you dedication
Feel so stupid dunno why
I have these expectations
Sit through it once
And then hit the rewind
So I can play it back again
While I’m trapped in my mind
It’s the way it is
I just wish that things were different
So exhausted I just feel like
There’s nobody listening
Played myself again
I know that it never lasts
It's like nobody sees me
I’m just a ghost from the past

Feels like I’m at the bottom
Tired of livin like I just been forgotten
Puttin myself last over again
And all I еver wanted was to make
Somе friends
Lay awake with my thoughts
Every damn night
I won’t ever push it if
Doesn’t feel right
Watch and learn, see you switch
Up real quick
Riding all these other artists
Lookin for clicks
I’ll tell you I’m fine
Hide whatever’s
On my mind
Block out
All this darkness
With whatever poison
I can find
Still see
Shadows cast
Even though
My light has passed
Hope it’s temporary
Not sure
How much longer
This can last

Gave you everything
Yeh i showed you dedication
Feel so stupid dunno why
I have these expectations
Sit through it once
And then hit the rewind
So I can play it back again
While I’m trapped in my mind
It’s the way it is
I just wish that things were different
So exhausted I just feel like
There’s nobody listening
Played myself again
I know that it never lasts
It's like nobody sees me
I’m just a ghost from the past

Tryna get this off of my chest
Tweet more sad shit yeh, you guessed
Tell me life looks good and I'm fine
Cuz of all the pretty shit I post online
For the past three years in this scene
Lost most my friends yeh it seems
Just feel I don’t belong
Maybe they just hate my songs
I'm terrified
Dunno where to begin
And the number in my corner
As of lates pretty thin
It’s hard enough that I been spending every day on my own
It’s lonely feelin like the only
Place you have is your home

Gave you everything
Yeh i showed you dedication
Feel so stupid dunno why
I have these expectations
Sit through it once
And then hit the rewind
So I can play it back again
While I’m trapped in my mind
It’s the way it is
I just wish that things were different
So exhausted I just feel like
There’s nobody listening
Played myself again
I know that it never lasts
It's like nobody sees me
I’m just a ghost from the past