getting tired

She wants to die
To end the suffering
Theres nothing else that she could really else
Believe

Her life’s completely is over
Theres no going back
Mistakes happend but sometimes they arent right

She forces herself to have a smile
It starting to hurt her having a fake persona
Her friends dont even notice
Shes good at this

Alone in her room nothing else to do
Just thinking about her failed relationships
She can't take it,so she proceeds to think of something else

Her abusive household
She can't do anything right
Thats what she thinks
But in reality her parents treat her like shit

Her life is getting to tiring for her
Shes getting tired,tired and tired
She feels to open up to someone
But only leads to simple embarrassment

And so on the days go on
The pain keeps going
She know she has to go trought it all

There’s nothing stoping it
The pain keeps getting worse