​getting older

[Chorus: yung van]
I'm tired of people saying that they didn't know, ayy
No one was there when I was all alone, yeah
Everybody's telling me to let it go, ayy
But it's not as simple as letting go, yeah
I need a break but this isn't over
It's getting worse as I'm getting older
And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken
These memories keep me from being open

[Verse 1: Swaine]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, I can't be open with you
I feel likе walking on eggshells, keep playing it cool
Come back a week latеr, more problems to view
What did I do? Why can't I be me when I'm with you?
Yeah, you can't let it go, that's an issue
Look at me like you didn't know, that's my issue
No, I don't need a tissue, I need a little bit of love
'Cause it's hard to hold me up when it all falls apart

[Chorus: yung van]
I'm tired of people saying that they didn't know, ayy
No one was there when I was all alone, yeah
Everybody's telling me to let it go, ayy
But it's not as simple as letting go, yeah
I need a break but this isn't over
It's getting worse as I'm getting older
And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken
These memories keep me from being open

[Verse 2: Laeland]
Lately I've been so irritated
I didn't know that I could hide it this well
Everyone thinks I'm being patient
But I'm a step away from drowning myself
I stepped on your toes, oh, I'm sorry for that
For breaking your heart, I miss hearing your laugh
You tried to save me, I fought every step of the way
Now you're gone and I'm spiralling back, yeah
I drank too much, now I'm at this party, but you say have fun
I want you to call me 'cause I'm way too lost
Would you like an ID? I don't care what it cost
I've been everywhere and back in this weather
I think it will only get worse, no, it won't get better
I'm bitter whether or not I survive
Even I have the time to realise that I'm-

[Chorus: yung van]
I'm tired of people saying that they didn't know, ayy
No one was there when I was all alone, yeah
Everybody's telling me to let it go, ayy
But it's not as simple as letting go, yeah
I need a break but this isn't over
It's getting worse as I'm getting older
And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken
These memories keep me from being open (From being open)