Get My Head Together

[Verse 1: Esham]
I hear voices in my head
My head hears voices
So many choices
I'm coming down off a bad trip
And I'm sick of the bullshit
It ain't my fault
It's all my fault
Whose fault is it?
It doesn't matter
Can you understand
I live the life of a madman
I'm a psycho, sui-psycho
Not Michael, like a motorcycle
I can't understand myself
Man I need help
Who am I
Am I who you thought I was
If not too bad 'cause
I ain't trippin,' nah I'm trippin'
'Cause y'all be trippin'
You don't know me
How you gonna know me
When I don't know me
I try to get to know myself
Self knowledge, I tell myself
They're all gonna laugh at me
I gotta get my head together

[Verse 2: Esham]
I gotta get my head straight
I'm losing my mind
I'm giving you a piece of my mind
I got something on my mind one time
But hey never mind
I'm losing my sense
I got no sense, no nonsense
More dollars than cents
Since I'm dying
The world may never know if I'm lying
Lying in my grave
Hey, I think I need a shave
What's my name
Who stole my brain
Who should I blame
Blame it on the boogie
Blame it on the rain
I can feel your pain
I'mma say
Hey, I forgot what I'mma say
Who, what, when, where, why, how
I gotta get my head together

[Verse 3: Esham]
I got to get it straight, I got to get it straight
I can't really wait, I can't really wait
For my mind
Making my mind, I'm losing my mind
So do you mind
I don't mind if you don't mind
'Cause what's yours is mine
But I need my own
You know what I'm saying, homes
You don't know 'cause I don't know, so
Get that hey, my name's Esham
Slit your wrist, drink a orange juice
Hallelujah
Suck my dick, what's it to ya
I'm from nowhere
I'm coming straight out of nowhere
And going nowhere
Mo' broke, mo' broke
Mo' coke for the fiends to smoke
Hit me, come get me lock me up
I don't give a fuck
I gotta get my head together

[Verse 4: Esham]
Man I'm back
I'm the Black Devil
And it that ain't no joke
What's up, who's playing that beat
I'm coming through in the back seat
Cheap shots, cheap tricks
But you can suck on my toe
Hey hoe you know
That I'm the black bro
I still don't know where I come from
Lick my balls 'til my dick's numb
Dum-diddy-dum-diddy-dum-dum
Redrum, I feel like a redrum
E-S-H-A-M
When I'm talking 'bout him
Is that me
You can't see what I can see
Man, whatever
I gotta get my head together