Get Better

[Chorus: GrewSum]
I tried giving up this life of murder and gore (of murder and gore)
But I don't think I can get better (no no no no)
Now I got these bloody bodies on the floor (on the floor)
And I don't think I can get better (no no no no)

[Verse 1: GrewSum]
It's weird to feel regret for something that I do enthusiastically
Embrace my new reality of tragedy
I have to keep practicing morbid torture and hacking meat
I have a demon in my blood now and it has to eat
If I don't choose the victim it will and it'll still happen
So I succumb to its will and display real madness
Still savage up in the hills masking a whole assortment of blades to grip whеn I get at it
Hate it but love it too
Maiming a bunch of fools
Raging and cutting through
Amazing what I can do
My basеment is where the meat's all hanging, my favorite room
Very soon it'll all be flavor for making stew
I had a couple years alone to live normally
The Darkflow returned, it absorbed in me, wanting more of me
Forcing me to perform all these murder, serving deformities
I guess I'm just a war machine vividly painting horror scenes

[Chorus: GrewSum]
I tried giving up this life of murder and gore (of murder and gore)
But I don't think I can get better (no no no no)
Now I got these bloody bodies on the floor (on the floor)
And I don't think I can get better (no no no no)

[Verse 2: GrewSum]
There's no improvement, I'm losing all that I used to be
I used to think that I could change but now the truth is seen
I'm too afraid of what the Darkflow would do to me
So I just learned to accept that I have to do these things
Sneaking out when it's nightfall, bloodying up this knife
All night and trying to slice off anything that I might want
Hiding out in your basement and feeding with all the lights off
Amazing how I feel off the flavor of every life lost
Regenerated, mad that I hesitated to change
I'm dedicated, now I'm forever staying deranged
The mess I'm making is nothing, I'm covered in heavy stains
It's liberating, the sense of aggressively serving pain
The fact that I ever hated
It seems like it never happened
I get all the happiness that I need through my deadly actions
Every day it's getting harder to think and remember back when
I regretted every action and thought I was better back then
I was wrong

[Chorus: GrewSum]
I tried giving up this life of murder and gore (of murder and gore)
But I don't think I can get better (no no no no)
Now I got these bloody bodies on the floor (on the floor)
And I don't think I can get better (no no no no)
I tried giving up this life of murder and gore (of murder and gore)
But I don't think I can get better (no no no no)
Now I got these bloody bodies on the floor (on the floor)
And I don't think I can get better (no no no no)