Generic Love Song

[Verse 1]
Who else would've drove to your house at 10 o clock at night
Buy you roses at the store then wait for you at your door
That's the kind of guy you let go, it probably was for the better knowing that I'd get jealous over some guy you were texting when you had no relations
All I lacked was patience
You had bigger problems to deal with other than the giant that you were faced with
Time passed we grew apart but I'm still keeping up
Watching you smile on stories never gets old
Braces off face glowing like a black light, as the days go by seeing you is my highlight
We didn't last long enough to remember some summer nights
But I remember In the spring how we'd always have a thing
My heart aches every time I think about you
Crying my self to sleep thinking about how I live without you
Life gets boring not worrying
About texting or calling the girl you love to hit her up and say hi
A couple emoji kisses then tell her I love you bye
Uh
You said you didn't like for me to call you babe
It's either that or call you by your real name
Cause in the end the dust settles I see, over the ocean waves
The life I'm living without you
Only way to describe true pain
I went through stages after separating
Still wonder how I stayed sane
At nights I would pray that'd you change, hoping you'd comeback to me one last time
Seemed like a long shot
But honestly it is, the last piece to my puzzle
Only you can really fit, I bet no other guy makes songs for you
Or for the most part dedicate songs for you
Take a shot for me once maybe twice maybe three times
Cause honestly you mean so much to me, you're worth dying for
Put me on the front line I'll take guns and more
When your name is mentioned it's depression galore
All I want is a chance, just one more

[Verse 2]
You've been all I've wanted since the beginning
You're the reason I keep living
You're the reason that I get this feeling
I've been hurt girl my heart needs some healing
You're gonna make me buy a ring and ask you questions kneeling
Whether you say yes or not, that's what you need to deal with
Sorry I'm persistent
But I want you to listen
You're the only girl I can see myself kissing
Every time I see you it makes me cringe
I fucking let you go, I'm the stupid bitch
My heart cracked open I think someone needs to stitch
Girl I told you before
I'll always fucking be here no matter what the cost
After all it was you that I lost
If I had the chance, I'd go back and treat you right
Foot massages every night that you'd go out and dance
Walking on a stage going out in front of people
Our lives are pretty similar
Both entertainers, both passion creators
Girl I think we bond good
I ain't into you just for your good looks
It's your laugh that fills me, your smile that kills me, and your personality is the reason that I'm missing
I really wasn't making a good reputation for you
Instead i was trying to ruin everything you had going for you
In hopes that you'd come running to me
I thought you were too big of a thing to date someone like me
But now I know
When I make it big I'll bring you on the road
Hit the restart button and try all over again
It's something like that
Helps me keep my hopes up
Hoping you'll forgive me and allow yourself to give love
To me girl I know you care
Low-key in your heart you want me there
Trust me when I say I'm doing everything I can
Just to prove that I'm the perfect man
Just to prove that I can do things for you nobody else can
I never set eyes on anyone else
You were always of the plan
All I want is a do over
To do over
The things I messed up the first time, cause I only get one life
I'm sorry for all my mistakes, I'm sorry I'm not perfect
Never cried over girls but girl you know you worth it
Every damn tear
Every damn breath
I Just want you to know you were the fucking best