​​​gaslighting myself into thinking u like me back. when we both know u dont.

[Intro]
Goodbye is always such a sad word
It sound like we'll never see each other again!
How about we say, "See you later?"
So we know in the near future, we can see each other again
And I guess, I'll see you later
Even if it's a long time from now

[Verse]
It's continuous, I'm talking 'bout you like you're mine
Every time you argue with me, I don't got a spine
Gaslight myself to think that everything is fine
Why you liking other people when you know you're mine?
[Telling yeah myself that lie, I really think that it's the truth?]
You don't like me back, I'm stuck in friend zone, yеah, it is the truth
Staying with you 'cause you're acting nicе, but it's out of spite
All the dopamine I get from you when you're acting nice
All my songs are tiresome, I swear to God, it's not my thing
Writing all these lyrics in my head, yeah, it's all the same
I can't deal with me, such a mess, yeah, I hate it all
Pop another Perc', got mistaken for some Tylenol
Why I get rejected reaching for a hand?
All the people that did me wrong should rot in Hell
I got issues, yeah, with girls, yeah, and self esteem
I got issues with myself, yeah, it's all a dream
I got hatred for myself and I don't know why
If you got hatred for yourself, then why don't you go

[Outro]
Die
Why don't you go die?
You know why you hate yourself so much?
Maybe it's because you can't be in your own skin
Why don't you go die?