GAME XVER

Back here in my mind
Feels like i live here for full time
Back inside this rut
Feels like i’m stuck
Don’t know why but got this feeling i’m fucked
I dug my own grave, got myself to blame
I know i make constant mistakes
I lost all my lives in the game, it’s the price i have to pay

Why do i do all these things to myself
Should’ve just kept my heart up on the shelf
Emptiness is all that i’ve felt
Nothing inside will ever help
I’m done, i’m gone, just a lost cause
Death took me in and i think i’m stuck in his jaws
Round of applause, after all this time i have lost
I have never won, i will always be a no one
Time to load the gun
I will always be on the run
From myself, i’m just so sick being no one
Never fucking thought it would’ve ever come to this
An undesirable urge for a death wish

This isn’t what i wanted
Feels like i’m just fucking haunted
I wish it hadn’t come to this
Feels like i’m trapped in the abyss
I’m lost, i’m gone, there’s nothing left
Look inside, see nothing’s there
Fucking broken can’t repair
Leave me in my own despair