G.W.E.N.

VERSE
Days go by I can't seem to recover
Hours filled with memories stay affecting my slumber
You only seem to hit my line to hide over and cover
Makin' it seem like you care so you can't compare to others
I know
With what we had this should've never manifested
Friendship based off currency eye for an eye collection
Who woulda thought them words would become your greatest weapon
Leaving me in a trance where my decision has no presence
Lost love
Who woulda thought I️ would’ve fucked up
But you fucked up
Aired out and treated me like a dub
I done seen better times than this
On a star made a wish
That you would bless me with a love like this
But it's problematic the way that it shifts
Our picture turned to a GIF
Of us fighting that's a metaphor you know what I mean't
Our time was priceless
Not worthy of a cent
Good and bad is what I seem to present
Look I know things change but damn I️ can't explain it
What I feel for her never left I retained it
Things are more confusin' more than ever
I can't arrange it
I only hope them feelings aforementioned she maintained it
Nigga what is you sayin'?
Don't get caught in the past
Puttin' yourself on blast
You put her first so you thought it would last?
Now you here puttin' this shit on wax
Sometimes the man in the mirror tends to shatter the glass
When put in this position
I guess unconditional love has it's own conditions
You up and went like magicians
In addition
You takin' shots lookin' for ammunition
Tell me what's the issue?
Your selfish ways only seem to continue
Gwen I getchu' I had some fault in that
I made mistakes feelin' like I stabbed you in the back
But my conscious is clean see I grew up from that
Back when we was gettin' better 'till we broke the pact
Now it's only gettin' worse every now and so often
This ain't no bitch made tendencies this is me being honest
See my composure runneth over as I think more about it
I feel the pressure more than ever cause you left me with options
Do I lose myself in bitches who lost in their own?
Do I let you know I love you though you haven't shown?
Do I continue to praise the times when questioned on those?
Do I continue to think about you or let it go?
Stop I already know
Livin' off the highs inspired by the lows
And you can feel it all through the words that I can compose
The only thing keepin' me in place I suppose
I really mean those
Take 'em back?
No
Please save me the lecture
I'm only speakin' my mind and there ain't nothin' better
Yes I'm talkin' about you
No judgement just observation in letters
I’ll do better now that we’re not together